you always say that we leave you out of the things we do. the thing is that you have got alot of friends- you flit about your friends like a butterfly flits about flowers. just when things got abit more serious between us friends [such as discussing serious topics], you would leave us for this other group of people you see coming in. do you expect us to stop our conversation there and then? wait for you to come back [which probably never happens cause you would leave with them] and continue? come on.
look at the way you treated us too.
you treat us like sandbags to hit. when you are in a bad mood you would flare up at us.. then if we happen to be in a bad mood, we would fight. and it would be our fault, and thus be expected to say sorry.
grow up.
you are not a three-year-old kid who have to throw tantrums at the people around him to get what he wants.
i admit that sometimes we really go too far. but we apologise for it. surely a word 'sorry' isnt that hard to utter? especially so when you are in the wrong?
you lecture us- 'dont be rude to people'. but what about you? arent you equally rude too? if you want us to take your word seriously, do act upon it, for goodness sake. dont just say it just so that you would appear to be of a person with a conscience.
arrgh.
maybe i would regret this post the next day.
in case you think that i hate you. it's not true.. -.- because you're our friend, that's why we put up with you.
then and again, you may feel that we are just 'fuckers' whom you might not want to associate with. =)
am sick and didnt manage to make it to school today.. bleaghs. got fever and sore throat.. the fever's more or less gone by now [it always goes down by the end of the day]. lalas. =] but it's kinda sucky.. cause i actually had plans to go out today.. stupid fever have to come knocking on my door.. -.-" zzz. scared tomorrow cannot make it for open house.. -.-" zz..
spent the whole day sleeping lor.
if not it's sleep already, wake up, watch mtv, go back to sleep.. hahas- what an interesting day.. zzz..
http://gprime.net/flash.php/cakedance---> cute. Friday, October 21, 2005
there wont be a day where i take the MRT and not see people [especially the ladies] putting their whole handbags on the ezlink sensing machine.. personally i find it quite retarded cause first of all, it's a WHOLE damn HANDBAG. sometimes it's even a backpack. *rolls eyes* if it gets sensed, fine. which brings me to the second point cause there would surely be times where it wasnt sensed and results in the barriers refusing to open.. it's damn fucking irritating, especially when it's peak hour where there are lots of people milling around the ticketing machine and to join another queue means cutting.. normal sensible people would then open their bag and take out their card to tap and lessen the amount of trouble. however, these people just obstinately continue shoving their bags, turning it this way and that, hoping that the card would be sensed. how dumb is it?? if it cant be sensed the first time, do you know that it kinda means that there are just alot of stuff inside? you would probably have lesser hassle taking it out to tap than trying to play bingo with your bag..
spastic people.. zzz.. Sunday, October 16, 2005
it's always nice to know that quite a number of people are aware of how atrocious 'act cute' girls and 'yandao bengs' are.
hahs.
it never fails to amuse me when i come across such sites critisizing them. hahs. hold on a moment while i go clean the crap that came out while laughing =X
boring sunday afternoons caused me to resort to spastic crapping and bloghopping, which induces even more spastic crapping and bloghopping.
eurrgh...
cant imagine if i would have to spend all my sundays like that.. -_-" thank goodness for tuitions on sunday, although it can be quite a killer at times.. zzz.. Saturday, October 15, 2005
i was reading this when i came across the part on 'Fabulous Folic Acid' and 'Slow Burners'. according to them, whole grain bread helps make a person happy.
no wonder ive been laughing so much.. sheesh.. i never knew that whole grain bread and apples would help make a person happy.. -.-"
hmm.. i shall become a food connoiseur and taste all the great food found in the world and recommend it to everyone..!
nah.. it's just so that if i get fat i would have an excuse. =P hee.
^.^
whees.
i just ate a whole grain bread- is that what that have been making me happy..? hahahs! =D
lameolameolmaeolameolameo
ladidum.
was reading retard patrol just now. lols, the posts are all funny, unless u happen to be insulted. haaas. saw their post on this 'yandao club' thing on friendster.. -.-" how lame can they get..? yandao jiu yandao lor.. still need to create this kinda club for what..? zi wo an wei ah? -.- spastic.. hahas. 'then how about you joining the gemini club thing?' oh.. that. hahas, out of bo liaoness.. besides, can know who's gemini what.. 'you got everytime go and view who's inside?' no.. but.. 'then do you know that it's a waste of space in friendster and such clubs are not useful at all to your school life?! you should concentrate more on your schoolwork! look at your results..!' *cries* arrgh..!!! i surrender..! i swear that i will never ever insult anyone again..!! i shall concentrate more on my work..!! arrgh...! go away!!
lame piece of shit up there. but then and again.. what can i do at 9plus in the morning? im suppose to be in school right now having gym. cant imagine how it would be like, considering the fact that im feeling very lethargic now.. -_-" arrgh....! there's still the fact that i slept very early last night.. earlier than my normal school time..! and i didnt manage to wake up..
tell me.
is it me or is it me?
c
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a
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. Thursday, October 13, 2005
dont underestimate this small little potatoes- it's damn nice.
see my face? im so freaking happy to b able to eat them..!
okae.
the was crap. i have no idea why i took that 2 photos.. -.-" lols. zzz... kill me. Wednesday, October 12, 2005
dont know if i had said this before, but....
PRINCE TURNED INTO FROG IS VER VERY VERY TOUCHING!!!!!!!
my goodness.. >.< !!
that guy is so cute. >.< !! lols. he's not say very shuai [handsome] or what.. but the stuff that he does makes him cute and shuai. =] thus, me and zhenwen have determined that a guy can be shuai eventually with his actions and stuff like that.
ok.
does that make sense? if it doesnt make sense to you, nevermind. it makes perfect sense to me. =] whee..~
my god.. if all the guys are like that, i bet that all the girls would be darn happy, lols.
ladidum..
erm..
brb Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i woke up to the
but still.. in view of those who have to go to school for today and tomorrow.. i dont mind. whees..!
FINALLY!!!!!!!!
my freaking exams are OVER!!!!!!!!
whooooohuuu...!!
lols.
celebrated with glenn, cz, ted, maria, zw. watched corspe bride! lols. the show's very cute and funny, though hauntingly eerie in a certain way. but that just ups its cute factor. hahhs. cause something funny props up in the middle of the eerie parts. hahas. cant believe that there would be people who says that corspe bride is a waste of money and isnt nice. namely.. ... .... ... ... ... nah. i shouldnt be so mean. =] hahas. skali that person later kena hum tum by everyone.. lalas. the show is definately worth every penny you paid to watch it. =]
whees..! then.. walked around ps. lols. took some neoprints, much to the horror of the guys. hahas, all but cz took. eyer.. hahs. then we were lyk jostling around cause of zw pushing when glenn ticked her. hahhaas. funny in a certain way.. lols. i like yesterday's neoprints..! whee..! so freaking cute..! ^.^ lols.
wheee Sunday, October 09, 2005
wanna know something brillant i did?
i forgot to bring home my physics.
so how the hell am i going to study for tomorrow's exam??! -.-"
kinda sucks that all of your exams are over, except for that one on monday. -_-" want to play also cant play properly.. zz. bleaghs. sucks..! sucks..! sucks..!
hmm.. think that the usualy gang are going to watch corspe bride tomorrow after the papers? duno lehs. =X
ever been caught in a situation where you feel as though everybody's changing, but in the end the only one changing is you? hais. experienced it quite a few times myself. kinda funny. hahas. =D
zzz.
bored..! dont wanna study..! think i heck care about my physics tomorrow, yeah? ahahs. Friday, October 07, 2005
by the way.
my black cat's now known as no.7.
maybe there's going to be a hei behind the name. hahs. i always have all those kind of stupid names for them. =X
from top: xiaoxing,mrbeanbear,goonzo,no.7
who freaking cares?
eurgh.
had emaths paper today. wasnt as tough as amaths, i think. but im guessing that i would fail both and end up having to go for re-exams during my november break. bleaghs. so sickening.. eurrgh. zz.. went to find the usual gang at the canteen. lols. then hang about.. sherren and weiteng went home after a while, cause i think that we were too boring today. lols. left zw,glenn,ted and me. went to the spiderweb there to slack.. hahahs. were crapping there.. taling about our past holiday experiences. then played monkey bar and stuff like that. cz joined us after a while. went to tedson's house.. the stupid bus driver see me holding the icecream stick then he immediately threw me out.. what the fuck.. it's not as though im some kind of three-year old kid eating sloppishly right??! -.- okae. so mayb it's wrong to be even eating in the bus.. if it so happens that i drop the icecream, cockroaches would breed, and we cant afford that now with the dengue fever thing [has it ended? im kinda ignorant. dont really read the papers]. zzz. yeah. hhaha. anyway.. went to his house to play ps. whees. first time me and zhenwen play the soccer kind [dont laugh!]. lols. then we both dont really know how to control the players and ended up screaming whenever we got the ball or what. then very enthu, over halfcourt trying to score. haha. fun...! woots. then played daidi. got a very nice set of four aces, 2di [biggest of e no.2 cards], quite alot of kind, queen, jack and the big big kinda cards. played sets of 5, finished in about three or four moves. woots. so shiok..! ahahahs. then we had to leave.. zzz.. Thursday, October 06, 2005
oh my goodness!! >.< !!
wang zi bian qing wa[prince turned into frog-newspaper translation] is so sweet..!! oh my god..! oh my god!! im going gaga over it..! the only time when i get such a big reaction was when i got my xiaoxing and my blackcat! the day was so freaking happy. coming to think of it.. those two were the best presents ever given to me..! lols. whee..!! ^.^ so cute..!
bleaghs.
still havent think of a name for my blackcat yet. =X heheh.
lalas.
the show.. my goodness. the dangou is so sweet..! lols. if all the guys in the world are as sweet..! hahs. i mean there are, but unfortunately i havent got the luck to meet one lahs. shall look forward to that day =]
zhenwen: do you know where is the ulu-est place in singapore?
me&ted: hmmm....*scratch head*
zhenwen: ulu pandan [duno if it's pandan. but something like that] lor!
me: -.-""
ted: *loud laughter*
is that funny?? yes? hahs, i think that it's funny, after quite a while. lols..!
went to serangoon there.. not sure where is it. but it's somewhere around serangoon.. -.-" lols. played there. whees~ was playing childhood games like marco paolo. hahs. very fun..! wheee..! ^.^ heheh. again! again! =D hee. then kicked some ball.. soccerball, mind you, not anything else. ahem. =]
nice?? i think i took this while the guys are playing soccer around the school's CC there. lols.
i think i seriously have an infatuation on the sky. once said to my ex 'if the sky is a guy, i would surely fall in love with him!' then he gave me the look.. cant remember what look was it.. maybe it was the diao look? lols. seriously cant remember. just know that something like that happen.. lols. heheh.
hmms.
desmond got more zi lian photos than me..!! and he's a guy..!! >.< !!!!
oh my goodness.. -.-" hahas
got more sky photos.. shall upload them next time.. cause.. duno why. hahahs.
i think friendster got some kinda problem.. cause when i tried to upload the photos, it appears on my photos. but when i view my profile, it's not there. humpf.
shall try again later Tuesday, October 04, 2005
zz.
what kind of person records her laughter on the handphone and plays it over and over again just so that she can laugh at her own laughter?
f.y.i.
yours truly does that.lols.
anyways.watching pride now. duno the chinese part after that. never bothered to find out. hahs. =D the halu very cute. lols. damn man.. so many romance show nowadays.. then all the guys quite cute de. =X hee.
this cant do..!
damn man.. i think that i only studied for like hald an hour..?? then im back online again. so freaking spastic.. think next time if i really want to study.. go dinner table is the best.. so far away from the computer i wont make the effort to walk to and fro.. whee. =D
hehe.
bleaghs.
i just love the sound of typing.
dont you??
am just wondering.. if i should give back the bottle of _____? hmm..
eurrgh.. the sky is damn cloudy, like it's going to rain, but it feels as though im standing under the hot sun in jeans and long sleeved shirt. -.-"
zzz..
anyways.. wahahs. thanks to GLENN KOH, im able to fulfil my wish of getting that black momo cat from mu-ee. wahhahahs..! =D was at j8 with zhenwen yesterday and looking at the cats there.. then suddenly i saw the black one..! the big black cat..! whees!! so happy..! hee..! but then abit paiseh.. call people come down help me buy.. -.-" heheh. mua birthday present wor~ whahs..! nvm. me and zhenwen buy pencilbox or wallet for him..? hahas. 'eee.. cheapstake,'some of you might say.. dont assume too soon..! cause his pencilbox is like those that you get when you in primary school de..? then his wallet also the same.. so.. yeah. hahas. =] hiakhiakhiak.
ladidum.
four papers down.. duno how many more to go.. bleaghs. history was fun. i managed to complete everything within the time limit with about 5 or more minutes to spare..? first time in my life mans.. somemore is i do finish both the SEQ, cause usually if i finish, i also wont know how to do both questions of SEQ. this time round know how to do..! whee. joy.
ahem. amaths.
lets not talk about it? hahs. i know i will fail. =X
bleaghs..
kk.
i better go study my POA le.. dun wanna fail. ^.^ bye..! wish me luck tomorrow..! Sunday, October 02, 2005
surely there must be something wrong with a person who wakes up before 8 in the morning on a sunday? lols.
I CRAVE PINEAPPLE TARTS!!!!
lols.
i think ive got an addiction for pineapple tarts.. any type, as long as they are nice..!! whee!! ^.^
lols. am going out with alicia on tues and wed after the exams.. lols. she gona treat me to peanut icekachang..! wootsie. no idea how it tastes like, but she say until like it's so heavenly.. so i shall just try it..! =] hee..!
ladidum
tomorrow's exams already.. wtf am i still doing online..? somebody help me..! Saturday, October 01, 2005
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!!
wheehehe..! hahahs.. yay. am going out to eat later..!! woots..! heeee..
zzz..
same place.
burst my bubble of joy.. hais. think my parents really dont know where to go and eat sia, everytime go the same place to eat de. zzz. zhao zhidao i go out today. =D hee.
akbar was online just now. he at selwyn's house. supposedly to study. but ended up playing.. like what's new? lols. think that if i go along i would surely be laughing until im on seventh heaven..! lols. those 2 guys are seriously funny like hell. not that hell's funny. but yeah.. hahahs. crapping me. somebody stop her...! me.. i mean.. yeah. hahs =]
wheee....! brother was mad today too. hahahs. when i was sleeping in the afternoon he just came in and woke me up with the stuffed toys. lols. how many brothers can you find who would willingly touch that stuffed toy you had for god knows how many years and god knows how many gazillion of germs on it?? hmm.. a few maybe.. but yeah. hahas. ahem. shall shut my mouth.. skali he read already then buay song me.. then decided to never ever talk nor play with me.. then i would cry and cry until i flooded the place, like what happen to alice in wonderland.. lols. -.-" somebody shoot me..!
dots.
3days before final years and im still online..?! goodness..! shouldnt i be like studying now..?! there's chemistry! and im not like an a1 student??! fuck nia..! school is so screwed up till the extent where they think that they can bully us with tons of exams..!! those asses. the other day we were made to scrub our tables clean of vandalism.. i can say that it's kind of my fault. cause mr lim came to our class for caning, then he saw my table full of crap. then he said that he's going to do an inspection on friday.. so we scrub until like shit. in the end he also never fucking come. admittedly it's wrong for us to vandalise on our tables.. but then.. it's like.. damn shit lah.. okae. fine. cant find anything positive to say about this vandalism thing.. so i shall just shut my mouth and be good.
yeah.right..
eurrgh.
mental break down? lols, no way. it would take more than that to make me suffer a mental break down.. but then and again, i dont think i would suffer- i would enjoy it. =] whee. sorry to those people who's sitting through this bullshit.
ahem.
this is wrong.
ladies should not be vulgar.
come on.
why on earth not? just because we are supposed to be more gentle and stuff doesnt mean that we got no temper of our own right?? -.-
hahs.
know what? i get a kick changing my emotions rapidly. from laughing to angry. from angry to laughing. but then and again.. they are all fake emotions. zzz. hais.
been thinking about a few things lately. hahas. not exactly happy. not exactly sad. just makes me wonder even more.. if i give up on waiting and go back to him. would it be beneficial in the end? or would we end up hurting each other..? or would i find happiness in this whole deal? if i didnt give up on us, would we have make it to this day?
evertime hear jay chou's jie kou will think about it. cause it's kinda like that. eurrgh. eurgh.
sometimes i think that im just plain dumb.. keep on dwelling on things that makes me sad.
zzz speak of the devil.
stupid stupid idiotic..
zzzz..
anyways.. glenn and alex are asking if i wanna play in the badminton thingy as post exams activities.. should i? or should i not? lols. im more afraid of embarrassing myself than anything else.. cause it's like.... ehh.. so mani people looking.. then so weird.. =X bleaghs.. scared ltr keep on dropping the shuttlecock.. as in cant hit it.. then so embarrassing..!! >.< !! eeee...!! dun want..!! bleaghs.. advice people??
bleaghs..! >.<
zz...
whee. happier now le. now that im not thinking about it. lols. miss my primary school friends. miss that day when we hang out at swensons laughing our asses off at everything.. [actually it's me, but let's just take it as that you didnt see this, hee]. gives me a nice feeling.. like i can just forget about what would happen tomorrow.. lalas. whee.. ahem
shh...
hahas.
nothing. =] lalas.
beta go off before blood starts to gush out of your ears. =]
